#6

Life is already unfair. 

I just don't understand why people always want to make it harder, 

and complain harder.

#5

I have Dash Berlin on my playlist now, Led Zeppelin, and The Wanted on replay.

And they're shouting, screaming, and beating out damn loud through my headphones that it breaks the speakers down in a way,

But they drown down these bitches' annoying voices and shrieks though, which somehow makes it all up.

But I guess for once, people really need to learn how to shut up and respect for real.

#4

tikus tadi berpusing-pusing, berpusing-pusing diatas jalanraya yang sedikit basah. dia kelihatan takut, gementar. tak tahu buat apa dalam situasi yang bahaya. ada sebuah kereta meluncur laju, menyalahi ia hanya beberapa sentimeter. ia selamat. datang pula sebuah van, memacu terus melenyekkan tikus malang tadi.

aku lihat rodent mamalia itu mati depan aku.

diam.

ada sebuah kereta lagi dengan kelajuan cahaya muncul dan meneruskan kerja membunuh van tadi. lunyai. darah terpancut. otak tersembur keluar. ia sudah jadi bangkai leper. kasihan.

aku pun terus berjalan.

#3

I want to smoke a hookah, for the last time maybe.
I want to smoke it real hard and fly up high with the smoke of imaginations.

Jom?

#2

tadi saya bangun awal, gosok gigi, mandi, pakai baju.

lapar.

turun kebawah, jalan kaki, panas.

adalah panas dia macam mekah bila tak pernah hujan. eh, saya tipu, saya mana pernah pergi mekah. k.

tiba-tiba,

ada anjing nak kejar, besar garang, saya lari, saya lari, saya lari.

saya lari macam nak kiamat. sebab saya tak tahu mana nak cari air tanah suci. akhirnya anjing tadi pun give up.

sampai ke kedai makan, kedai tutup.

kedai tutup.

saya pulang.

saya lapar.

saya nak bunuh diri.

#1

I'm writing in your blog, or should I say, my blog as well?
It feels weird somehow, like sharing your diary with your crush,
a diary that talks nearly everything about him.
It's like there's no border between us, too disclosing, too revealing, too direct,
but somehow it feels closer, and better too.
You know, it's really like you're the Earth and my whole world is the Sun now,
Like my whole world really revolves around you alone.